The Mourning Morning

It's sunday morning and rain is failing. Raining just like my mind. I dont know the exactly time to make this mourning end.

No, i dont want to say : "Only God can judge me". The truth is, i am too afraid to see Him or just entering His House. I just can forgive my self until the day i die.

I'm sorry God...

I'm sorry Nakula and Sadewa...

I'm sorry i didn't help you from those f***ing hands

I'm sorry God!